Heartscapes
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Broken Moments
A wisp of cool breeze came through my open window, and a faint sound of distant laughter filled my senses. I stared blankly into nothingness as my thoughts swirled me back in time.My life as I remember were laden with naughty nothings, gentle caresses, promising dreams, and loving whispers. Everything around me back then seemed perfect, it breathed an air of ethereal timelessness. How can I stay here forever? I wonder.
Life indeed has its moments... Tumultuous and serene. Moments that readily shift our lives in a heartbeat. Casting endless enchantments, weaving a web of endearing times of love, and of exhilarating passion.
One moment I held HAPPINESS in my heart then CHANGE came too swiftly for my sanity. Like a thief in the night, it came in silence; like a storm it unleashed its raging winds, and torrential rain. It brought, pain that ravaged deeply into the recesses of my being.
A rocky path was shoved before me where 'turbulent journey' was the name of the cruel game. Silent tears, my broken spirit, and my messed up heart kept me company. It was the moment of truth, my harsh reality.
As the sun slowly settled down the bleak horizon, hot tears endlessly welled from my eyes. Perhaps in my journey the morrow will somehow abate this harrowing heartache; maybe it will finally bring me answers that have eluded me for so long.
Until then, I am hurting... I am waiting...
One moment I held HAPPINESS in my heart then CHANGE came too swiftly for my sanity. Like a thief in the night, it came in silence; like a storm it unleashed its raging winds, and torrential rain. It brought, pain that ravaged deeply into the recesses of my being.
A rocky path was shoved before me where 'turbulent journey' was the name of the cruel game. Silent tears, my broken spirit, and my messed up heart kept me company. It was the moment of truth, my harsh reality.
As the sun slowly settled down the bleak horizon, hot tears endlessly welled from my eyes. Perhaps in my journey the morrow will somehow abate this harrowing heartache; maybe it will finally bring me answers that have eluded me for so long.
Until then, I am hurting... I am waiting...
Gray Aftermath
Breathe in...breathe out...
am I still alive?
Why am I'm devoid of all emotions
like a cold statue in the moonless night
Disillusioned, numb, and lifeless
eyes dead in total darkness
love strayed and love's gone
our entwined hearts now undone.
Poignant sighs escaped my breath
my soul wounded and desolate
welcomes the elusive arms
of the gray shadows of death
~ enchantrezz ~
am I still alive?
Why am I'm devoid of all emotions
like a cold statue in the moonless night
Disillusioned, numb, and lifeless
eyes dead in total darkness
love strayed and love's gone
our entwined hearts now undone.
Poignant sighs escaped my breath
my soul wounded and desolate
welcomes the elusive arms
of the gray shadows of death
~ enchantrezz ~
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Rain and Gloom
The pounding rythm of the rain suddenly woke me from my seemingly dreamless sleep. Dark clouds hovering the skies just mirrored the rising pain in my heart. Then familiar waves of raw emotions again enveloped my whole being.Rainy days like this evoke a lot of memories; memories of joy and heartbreaks. It forcibly reminds me of my own limitations, giving way to hidden tears of silent desolation.
I yearn to shield myself from this poison called sadness, and hide excruciating bursts of unwanted emotions. Reality becomes my enemy, it denies me momentary escape from the harsh truths of my life's tragedies.
Each passing day hold no meaning for me. Every passing second seemingly blurs my life into oblivion.
I tremble,
I long,
I ache.
Life hurts. Living is scary. Love is the culprit.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Betrayal
Life seems to pass me by
as the waves of grief kissed the beach of life
how can I possibly survive
in the sea of ambiguity and lies
Lost in its vastness
my heart died a thousand deaths
I can no longer take one more breath
of this deathly air of misery and betrayal.
~ enchantrezz ~
as the waves of grief kissed the beach of life
how can I possibly survive
in the sea of ambiguity and lies
Lost in its vastness
my heart died a thousand deaths
I can no longer take one more breath
of this deathly air of misery and betrayal.
~ enchantrezz ~
Life's Tapestries
Life. Love. Faith. Dreams. Passion. Secrets. Pain. Time.
Life constantly weaves tapestries of immense moments of joy, and of great sorrow.
It is woven intricately from those we love and from those who left indelible marks upon our lives.
Varied patterns are formed from threads of painful experiences intermingled with shining strands of miracles, adventures, and dreams.
We weave together strong tapestries to conquer the complex maze of our lives.
We are all forever connected.
We are ONE.
Life constantly weaves tapestries of immense moments of joy, and of great sorrow.
It is woven intricately from those we love and from those who left indelible marks upon our lives.
Varied patterns are formed from threads of painful experiences intermingled with shining strands of miracles, adventures, and dreams.
We weave together strong tapestries to conquer the complex maze of our lives.
We are all forever connected.
We are ONE.
